I love you “I love you.” Those are three very small but powerful words to say as a sixteen year old girl. Looking back I remember thinking to myself that it wasn’t true. Both the act of saying and hearing the words felt fake. As if they were forced. Being honest with myself, they were […]
Unfulfilled The first time I had sex was awful. Definitely not the most pleasurable experience- not unlike most first times I’m sure. We were two awkward 17-year-olds. On a couch. In a basement. Trying to figure out what goes where and how. The thing was, I wasn’t all that into the guy- I was mostly […]
My First Time When I was 16 years old I had sex for the first time. It was with someone I had met only 3 months prior, and my decision to have sex was more an act of rebellion than anything else. I knew I wasn’t totally ready for sexual intimacy, yet I wanted to […]